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Sunday, April 5, 2009

I want..

Years ago I was afraid of wanting anything. I figured
wanting would lead to trying, and trying would lead to failure.
But now I find I can't stop wanting.
I want to learn about the world.
I want to surprise myself.
I want to be important.
I want to be the best person I can be.
I want to define myself instead of having others define me.
I want to win and have people be happy for me.
I want to lose and get over it.
I want to not be afraid of the unknown.
I want a interesting, surprising life.
It's not that I think I'm going to get all these things, I just want
the possibility of getting them.
Each day represents a possibility. The possibility that things
are going to change.
I can't wait.